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Tuesday, June 26, 2012
Fucked.
Expect the unexpected.
That totally make so much sense today.
The day start off fine but sometimes things just won't fucking go the way u want. This is life.
I remembered that i explained myself clearly yet such things still happened. I seriously don't fucking understand. Maybe i'm making a big fuss out of such a small thing but u know it. U know it. I guess this shows that not everyone listens or rather gives a fuck about u. Hurt myself and my laptop while i was running and crying, totally make a fucking fool out of myself. Felt totally helpless when i was crying in the cubicle. Was sitting at the stair all alone but i'm grateful that i managed to talked to Anna for awhile. Still trying hard to calm myself down because this is not the first time. Being alone used to be fine with me but after that 2 fucking years, i started to hate being alone because i will feel lonely which is the worst feeling one can feel. I have to keep myself mute throughout the entire fucking lecture is a torture to me because that is not me. I can't speak up because i swear i was very upset. I told myself never to be upset anymore but i guess i failed... I'm glad that i had dance training after school because dancing always makes me feel better.
I reached home feeling all happy and good but before i could end off my day with a smile, i just created another fucking mess. I'm totally the one to be blame. I feel all fucked up and sad. Felt sorry too... Fucking cried in the toilet so hard. I can feel the pain.
I seriously fucking hate myself for today. Where's the rain? I need it to cover them up right now.
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